I think about how it might have been
We’d spend our days travellin’
It’s not that I don’t understand you
It’s not that I don’t wanna be with you
But you only wanted me
The way you wanted me

So I will head out alone and hope for the best
And we can hang our heads down 
As we skip our goodbyes
You can tell the world what you want them to hear
I have nothing left to lose, my dear

So, steal the show and do your best
To cover the tracks that I have left
I wish you well and hope you’ll find
Whatever you’re searching for
The way I might have changed my mind
But you only showed me the door

We can pat ourselves on the back
And say that we’ve tried 

<3 Rachael Yamagata

All I needed was a cup of tea. There’s something in that drink which calms the soul. How apt though. I love my tea without any sugar, to taste it as it really is. 

I am happy now.
Knowing that the people around me are happy.
Knowing that when I give, without any ulterior motives other than to do good, I will receive in buckets.
Knowing that I have a trip to look forward to.
Knowing that the ones who care will always be there, making it a point to be there whenever I need them, constantly reminding me that I have them.
Knowing that I have someone to turn to at 2 in the morning.
Knowing that I’ve come to terms that “in time” is not now.
Knowing that this might be a fortunate accident.
Knowing that there are just some things which are beyond my control, however much I want to be in control of it.
Knowing that I just have to let things go.
& Finally knowing that tea is mildly diuretic.

Who would have thought that a cup of tea would do the trick.